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hols ending soon

2005-10-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

hols has been busy with bb, repairing my phone n going out with friends. not much time with zel though... hz.. it's okie de. nxt time still got more chance. yup yup. sch starting soon.. scare i'll be busy with sch work n neglect zel. shall see to it.

realli enjoy my 1 mth attachement at SGH.. nice ppl dere. learnt alot. till den

delicate to zel zel

2005-09-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

Thinking Of You(I Drive Myself Crazy)

Ohhh..oh...
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love (you confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free...
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame...yeah...

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

Why...didn't I know it

How much I loved you baby?
Why couldn't I show it
If I had only told you
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance...

(guitar break)

Wanting you the way that I do...
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
I drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive, myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
Let you go baby

I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do...

Glad things are back on track

2005-09-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as I may I could never explain

What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me when ever I fall

You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)

Try as they may they can never define

What's been said between your heart and mine

CHORUS X 2

(You say it best when you say nothing at all

You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face

The truth in your eyes

The touch of your hand

Let's me know that you need me..

CHORUS

(You say it best when you say nothing at all

You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The smile on your face

The truth in your eyes

The touch of your hand

Let's me know that you need me..

(You say it best when you say nothing at all

You say it best when you say nothing at all..)

The lyrics says it all

2005-09-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing by Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

probs. n more prob.

2005-08-19T23:25:00.000+08:00

days has been realli diff 4 me to pass recently. there's like 3 projects to be completed in a mth time. plus exams is coming in less than3 weeks from now.. ya lor ya lor.. haix... realli stressed up at times.. luckily got zel zel with me..

haix.. zel zel mus be realli hard on u.. always not dere 4 u.. neglect u.. wanna repay u after exams.. our klz having chalet also.. hopefully u can come.. hope u understand i realli wanna do well 4 exams.. den parents won't discourage me from seeing u... bear with this insensitive bf a while ya.. hope this period of time will pass reali reali soon.

today during mic lectures.. toopid johnathan lean on my shoulder.. eww. my 1st reaction is.. wth.. wat's dat for.. shrugs my shoulder to brush him off. i shld haf said.. get off my shoulder now!! dun eva try is again k.. ur not my zel..

dusts on my blog...

2005-08-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

can't even rmb when i last blogged le.. jus a breif update... sch reopens.. alot of projects coming up. stayed in sch realli late.. made zel angry. shi bai shi bai. erm one friday skipped sch to go pengaran trip with zel, 3 charlies angles n elaine. so fun la.. alot of happenings (pls refer to http://nothink.blogs.friendster.com/nothink/) i'm too lazy to type.

den there's day.. i'm realli stressed with doing project. some how haf misunderstanding with project mates la.. now settled le.

recent aap lesson is so interesting. erm.. u shld know wat body system dr ron teach le la.. today went swensens to haf lots lots lots of i/c with zel. hmm.. but she sad sad knoe.. haix. always can't cheer her up.blame myself. always neva tell her my feelings 1st.

today haf aap prac too.. hmm, learnt alot.. had a much better view on wat to learn abt aap. oh ya.. n kin. were discussing the project with her.. den teach one another some aap. so great to haf peer teaching. yup yup.

1st week attachment

2005-07-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

yup yup.. attachments. i was so so so nervous. my 1st time. my 1st attchament. 1st time out as a student nurse. was supposed to report at 8 @ kwong wai shui rehbilitation centre. but i arrived at erm 720 bah. a real bad estimation 4 e travel journey. realli happy abt who my partners are. they are synkin n alison. yup yup.. greeted by the nurse director. however e short 2 days attachment will be under Day Rehabilitation Centre(DRC) Manager ms. lam. she's a realli realli nice lady. learnt alot from her. she taught me abt parkinson diseases, stroke n demential. yup yup. there's alot of client having such illness. of cuz dere's more.. but i can't reveal ... heez.. learnt abt professionalism.(actualli more like i'm too lazy to tell everything)

e nxt day went to health promotion board to tour the services provided over dere. hmm .. ended early.. went to eat kampong chicken with zel. hope she like it. den went home to see my sea sea sea monkeys.. haha. ya lor. they are growing up..

e following 2 days attached to bright vision hospital. i was posted to the hope ward meant for the chronic ill clients. i mus realli priase the nurses working overe dere. i'm so so so proud of them n appreciate deeply abt their guidance. they taught me abt ryles' tube, bed sore. allow us (melissa n me) to pratice our taking n recording of vital signs. n of cuz.. i get e chance to do continence care(cleaning poo poo).. i'm sure u guys think is a dirty job.. but think again... if they can do it themselves, they wouldn't haf trouble us le rite.. yup yup. it's noble.. =)

during this week, i get to communicate with alot of elder clients. it's diff n painful to see them lying on bed.. trying to live as long as they can. they heart n lungs working realli hard to keep them alive. i feel realli bad when they were groaning.. trying their v best to express their feelings or requesting sth.. jus sth simple 4 us.. but becoz i couldn't understand dialects well.. onli slightly better in cantonese.. other dan dat.. i realli dun knoe.. sigh..

zel told me not to get too emotional. if not other client will be neglected. yup yup. i guess so. after work. close ur mind. stop thinking abt them. take a gd rest n lots of fun with friends to recharge battery.. n tomolo u'll be at tip top condition to serve them. care 4 them.

of cuz. being a student nurse is not so bad la.. i get to see cutez client. though they be old, lots of wrinkles.. but chatting with them (onli when i can speak their language) i feel myself so much fortunate. they haf lots of exp. 4 me to learn. there's this great grandma kip reminding me to be filia when my parents grow old. ya lor.. agree alot.. n of cuz they toothless smile is sooooooooooooo cutez. heez. of cuz try not to be toothless la..

nxt week going to polyclinics 4 a week. till den..

mz mz mz zel =)

attachement!!

2005-07-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

2005-07-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

yellow yellow

2005-07-08T20:39:00.001+08:00

smile!!

2005-07-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

HSN Grp 5

2005-07-08T20:34:00.001+08:00

yummy onion rings

2005-07-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

pizza....

common test is over.. my 1 week break is here

2005-07-08T20:06:00.000+08:00

yup yup.. finished my nursing skills theory n erm... microbiology and infection control today. so happi.. howeva i haf AAP prac after e 2 tests. after sch. went to eat pizza hut n took alot of nice nice pic. ya lor. long time neva so happi le.. with zel zel mahz.. heez. so lovely.. den went back to e shop to say a big big big hello to mike kor kor. haha. yup yup.

i shall tok abt e past weeks. was realli down. alot of things happened. erm.. 1st bro was down with dengue fever. a realli severe dengue fever. was warded for like (counting....) 6 days. almost complete e meals provided by singapore general hosp. during dat period of time .. i also down with mild dengue fever during e weekends.. yet i haf to prepare my common test. plus e killer AAP.. wa...so happi it's all over now. during e weekdays.. went to see bro 4 a few time.

hmmm.. working environment is like pretty nice. nurses dere r pretty well trained. hmm... i wish to work dere when i graduate bah. near my hse also. was thinking of signing up e bursary.. howeva zel said if u fail one module.. u haf to return all e money they gif u plus another 10%.. n i'm not ready 4 it.. maybe i finish my 1st yr den consider again bah. despite of dat.. dat sum of money they sponsors is realli alot.. with dat money.. i can.................pay 4 my driving lessons nxt yr. dun nid to take allowance from parents.. n save money 4 future.

oh ya.. as 4 me.. i went to sgh accident n emergency department. was classified under fever case. so went to e designated area. e que was pretty okay. it was late in e nitez btw.. so mus thx parents.. they were realli exhausted.. running between hosp to see bro n home to rest. aniway was greeted by a realli nice staff nurse. took my vital signs.den to e doctor. he's kind of sissy n realli gentle.. i was pretty okie with him la.. he was also e doc dat see my bro. yup.. coincidence. took blood test.. full blood count.was sent home as my blood platelet count was 153. below 100 den warded. heal day by day. got family n zel to take carez. v fast recover to fight my aap common test. yup yup.

jus now check mel 4 my common test results. fon is out le. got a B.. pretty happi.. coz 168 ppl.. onli 6 got A.. so e nxt grade is B le.. happi happi. zel got C.. hz.. dun gif up k.. not happi den work hard abit more.. me support u all e way. hz.. thx 4 everything n sorrie 4 upsetting u with e old photos.. mz.. till e nxt time

2005-06-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

e rare male student nurses

2005-06-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

e female student nurses (minus e one in e middle.. she's our mentor)

2005-06-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

presenting... nurses to be

2005-06-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

happy family (da sao n zel missing..haha)

2005-06-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

beautiful view

updating myself..

2005-06-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

it's been a looooooooooooog time since i last blogged. hmm.. i mus say.. poly life is realli great. e stress level is jus nice 4 me.. n i'm so glad i'm in this course. well .. time to tok abt my klz mate. i'm in grp 5. so there's 15 ppl at 1st. pei xiang left us after a week. sad to say she wasn't interested in nursing course. hai... any way out of 14 ppl, 11 gals n 3 boys. v nice ppl la..den we celebrate birthday 4 each other at canteen 5. if there's 2 ppl on e same month.. den we'l combine it. n there's always birthday cake n erm presents. yup yup. howeva it's v taxing on our klz fund. dat's y we decided to collect $1 dollar weekly. not onli dat.. we also haf notes to photocopy.. so ya lor...

hmm.. meanwhile.. guys nursing uniform were tailored made.. so shoik rite.. yup .. den i'm sort of like lucky la.. get to be nursing model. wear e unifroms n take pic 4 our websites or sth like dat bah. of cuz i'm e onli model la.. i so ugly de.. haha(mus be humble) e uniforms consists of white top n white pants. along e rows of bottons 4 e top.. dere's a green line. pretty smart.. yup yup.

n er..... common test coming up.. so fast.. ya lor.. wat to do.. i hope i cld do well.. hope my effort doesn't go down e drain bah.. i mus say my chohort is quite strong. e avg. 4 our L1R4 is 18. compared to nangyang poly nursing course avg is 28. dat's a great difference u c.. aniway. i shall try my best.. wish me luck

last week went out e whole day to celebrate father's day. it's a v tiring day la.. went to sugei buloh nature reserve, farmmart, n sentosa to watch e nitez musical fountain. yup yup

last but not least.. zel zel.. simply lv ya lots.. hz hz hz.. mz. take carez k.. today is erm.....(drum rolls pls).... 502 days.. yup yup.. heez

adapting to sch life..

2005-06-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

yeah.. i know.. it's been a long while since i last blogged. realli busy n tired. u woke up @ 630 n onli reach home around 1830. take a hr to eat dinner n bathe. n another hour to nap. 2030 le... onli a few hrs to revise n do catch up with ur studies. esp when lecturers teach at e spd of light. not to mention i'm a physics student.. not bio.. it takes even more time n effort 4 me to understand.

e most challening module will be anatomy and physiology(AAP). personalli e physilogy is more diff.. coz there's alot of terms... not onli u mus memorise e spelling.. but also wat it means n able to describe it.

as 4 e microorganisms and infection control(MIC) is somehow interesting.. u learn e characteristics of bacterias n how to kill or inhabit them etc. i mus say i'm realli happi with wat i'm studying now.. compared to my sec. life.. this is much more interesting though it's tough...

4 e sake of e tittle staff nurse(registered nurse).. i shall work hard..

btw i shall tok abt my klz too.. quite okie ppl. knew my klz better le. my grp of friends are saab n ash ( 4 e guys). kate, christine n jas (4 e gals) .. yup.. wheneva i haf problem regarding to zel.. i can always pour my feelings to them.. n they gif realli nice advice.. so mus say.. a BIG THanK YoU. =)

as 4 zel.. hz. yeah everything is okie le.. feel so great to be in peace..

as 4 my cadets.. hope they all get 2nd sgt rank.. shall visit them some time.

i lv my sch.. my course...my lecturers...(ms siti,ms goh,dr thomas,dr roonie,dr. chai,dr gandhi,ms koh) my klz(at least much better)...family...n of cuz zel. =)

school starts + dr's bday coming

2005-05-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

sch started this tuesday. zel n myself were in diff klz. lucky 4 her... sch onli started 4 less than a week, she'd already found her clique. as 4 me. no close friends. out of 15 ppl in my klz, 3 are guys incl. me, e rest are gals. yup yup. .. wat to do.. hope i can clique well with my klz ppl. best of all is all my klz mates are okie ppl... dun haf attitude prob or wat. all quite outing going i think. yup yup

ngee ann poly has all e gd lecturers. i shall go into details. i'm studying 6 modules :
annatomy n physiology, psychology and sociology, fundamentals of nursing, communication in nursing practice, nursing skills laboratory and last but not least my clinical attachments.

i'm contented dat i like all my modules. unlike seconday sch, i realli hate studing some subjects.

back to my lecturers.. there's ms siti, dr ron, dr thomas, dr gandi n mdm lock. they are funny, friendly and nice ppl. always answers to our qns. there's once i couldn't differentiate congitive thinking processes n psychodynamic thinking processes. sent an email to dr thomas n i got my answer e nxt day. yup yup. they are sooooooooooooooo nice.

basically, it's alot of fun. when lessons end, we haf to rush to another place 4 tutorials. n losing ur way in e campus is a norm.

many ppl assume nursing course is a dumping ground 4 ppl who couldn't make it to other 'better' courses. but i realised dat there's 7 pointer in our cohort. no onli dat.. many students had their 1st choice as nursing course. yup yup. n i mus work hard le..so far i've been. heez. kelv, keep up e gd work! =)

zel's bday is this sun. howeva we celebrate on thur, during my 5 hr break n her 4 hr break. went to holland village breko. bought her a top, sandals (she bought from me), eey ore plush n my rabbit soft toy, a necklas n i wanted to buy a bottom 4 her. did a short clips dat flashes our photos from e past. n with e help of a song; at e beginning. e whole clip was realli nice.. hope she was touched. yup yup. happy bday zel. hzzzzzzzz n a big mzzzzzzzzz.. stay cheerful n happi. dat's e most impt thing.

nxt week is gonna be so busy... i think i will adapt to poly's life in no time (i hope)..
dat's all 4 now.. everybody take carez..

zel: happi birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happi birthday to dr dr, happi birthday to you =) hzzzzz mzzzzz

busy sunday

2005-05-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

sun - woke up realli early 4 temple. was hapi i could skip e chanting part coz i gotta sell ice creams...yes i knoe. again.. dun knoe why either. erm.. den e kids who lived dere drag me to play pri sch games with them. there were pepsi cola, ci ko ba, heart attack etc. ya lor.. they were lame games but it remined my childhood yup.

later in e afternoon got this discussion session where our youth grp met with erm.. a lady who she jus came back from u.s 4 a break. erm.. nth fruitful come out of it lor.........

den it was e fun time.........bbq!! yeah yeah. chat with zel during e journey home from temple. so nice lor.. heez. together with bro's gf.. went labrador park le w/o dad. coz dad gotta drive another car to fetch cousins n family. yup yup. had whole lot of fun cooking e food. there's liang cha.. nice to drink. lots n lots of satays. most impt. marshmellows.......yummy. it literally melts in ur mouth. n one more thing, e scenery dere is beautiful... u can see sunset.. yup yup. nth much le.

at nitez ls.....zel didn't reply me =(

mon - play bb in e morning.. zel still didn't reply me =( =(

sat - sooooooooo ls even though i'm busy

2005-05-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

sat- woke up around 830. gotta play bb. brought my 5 yrs old rubber ball along. it has lost all its grip le.. but i'll neva throw it away.. it practies bball with me n my skills increase day by day. so without this rubber ball.. i might haf stop this sport long ago le. wore melv's jersey. coz it's sleevesless. erm.. jus feel like tanning. yup.. feel so naked when i 1st wore it.. i neva wear sleevesless at all de. play quite well.. at least better than last week. had alot of fun with melv n wei lun.

went home to haf lunch. supposed to go out again to watch start wars.. but i was realli tired.....ls tooooooooo.. zel neva reply me. i understand she's busy. end up taking a nap. slack slack.

later in e evening.. went to temple with parents 4 a rehersal abt tomolo ceremony. yeah yeah. plus we setting stall to sell ice creams again. yup yup. yummy ice creams. chat with a few young ppl around our age. they joining our youth grp too.. yup yup. nth much. asked qing yun where to get nice food in ngee ann. she said e jap stall @ canteen one is nice. den canteen 2 e food all not bad. think she was saying abt e chicken chop rice. at atrium got this 4 leaves cafe.. e sandwiches is niceden taught me how to kill time during e long break. go libray watch movie.. or go out eat also can. i hope i won't be too bore lor.. that's all 4 today. tomolo is a long n fun day.......

to zel: i'm so lssssssssss.. but feel so much better now. coz chatting with ya.. heez. thx 4 tugging my shirt. oh ya. tulips. mz =)

2005-05-20T23:06:00.001+08:00

bubbly couples.. heez. bhb

2005-05-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

pauline frying noodles

2005-05-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

my zel zel!! =) n anita at e back... heez

2005-05-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

treniece frying bean sprouts

2005-05-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

yummy sze chuan chicken

2005-05-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

pls don't clear the plate. thx you.. haha.

feast day + went out with melv.

2005-05-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

thur - supposed to meet zel @ 10a.m. going to haf seoul garden as breakfast n lunch. but slep late.. got back from camp mahz.. wan more slp.. heez. didn't wanna make zel wait too long.. so asked her to meet at tbp instead n from dere.. take bus 16 to orchard - meet up with treniece, pauline n ANTnita.

zel was dere waiting 4 me at tbp when i reached dere. feel so baddddddd.. said sorrie.. den blahx blahx. okie le. happi n cutez couples.haven't realli recover from camp. on e way dere.. keep doing L-O-V-E i lv u n u lv me...haha. made her smile.. so happppiii.. miss her smile lots. den thinking of sandman... miss e cheers n grp mates.....

@ seoul garden.....we had hell lots of fun. wat to do.. my colleagues all so funny ppl. chat alot alot alot..... can tell u.. taka seoul garden is e best in s'pore... lots of food.. n most importantly.. wide range of ice creams..plus it's considered cheap bah.. 9.90++

as u all knoe.. e buffet style is like e waiters n waitresses haf to kip clearing plates de. den our v v v cutez pauline wans e plate 4 her dispose those shells n unwanted food. n it's like e waiters n waitresses kip asking if they could clear e plates until to a extent dat..............pauline wrote a note on e serviette - pls dun clear the plate, thank you. haha.. den got this waiter laughed abt it

pauline, treniece left 1st coz they gotta work later. while e rest of us went to do some shopping n went home.

on e way home..in mrt.. sth happened to me. this cutez gal gal who dun hold railings at all when riding mrt held onto my shirt knoe... she's zel zel lor.. haha. i so xing fu hor. at 1st i still thot eh.. somebody pulling my shirt. den walao.. zel zel wor. she look at me with her big big eyes as though she did nth to me.....whoahaha.. was smiling like mad in my heart. heez heez. happily let her held on to me. long time neva haf such feelings le wor.. hint hint.. heez

after getting off at queenstown with zel. i went to queensway shopping centre to scout some presents lor. no nid to say de.. heez heez

later at nitez... going to fish n co. to eat dinner with family. ya lor.. today feast day ah. eat good food. coz family nid to buy chicken wings etc. 4 this coming sunday bbq session with relatives. so go parkway parade.. den parents suggested dat we mus as well haf our dinner dere. ya lor. ordered sea food platter 4 2 n fish n chips. all gd food. unfortunately, e blender spoilt... can't haf jungle freeze.

fri - woke up like 9 plus. meet melv at delta sport complex 4 gym. yeah yeah. den went to watch hse of wax...scary... den was like v close to melv to get warmth. coz i was wearing shorts n him..long pants.. not fair. yup yup. n i def. not gay.. yup yup. melv melv.. nice watching e show with u.. it's so scary..

4 now..ls ls lor. zel haven't msg. get she fell asleep le. shall wait 4 a little while more. mz.

stall holder 4 a day + LSCT camp

2005-05-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

sun - woke up early. gotta be a STALL OWNER today. yeah yeah. selling wild hisbicus ice creams. it's actually a dessert. with jelly. agar agar. some ice. den a scoop of ice cream - choice of lavander orange or elderflower sorbet. e elderflower is v v v nice knoe.. abit of honey taste. yummy. but not sure where i can find whild hibiscus ice creams after this special day.

business was esp. good in e afternoon thx to e hot weather. our bis customers were one of e vulnerable who gave a treat to a school of choir, teachers and parents. e day ended when we sold all our ice creams around 7 plus in e evening. by that time.. we were worn out le. zel didn't came.. so sad.. but nvm lar.. can understand. =) beside my stall sells sth special.. bought something from dere for zel's bday. heez.. so sorrie guys.. can't tell u all wat the selling. it's realli sth nice.. dat's all.

mon - it's e first day of LSCT FOC. life sciences and chemical technology freshmen orientaion camp. yup yup. e name is SUPER.....DUPER.....LONG..haha. supposed to go @ 9.30 a.m. however due to e tiredness from e day earlier. i asked hui ting if i could go at nitez. giving e excuse i'm working in e day. so sorrie.... cheated them. my group is sandman. hui ting put me in her grp. thx lots.... if not i'll feel realli uneasy with ppl i do not know well. my grp is like alot of gals.. out of 23.. onli 9 are guys. my grp ppl are realli nice lar... no male nursing student.. onli me... knew a few female nursing students.. yup yup.

back to e pt.. met hui ting @ canteen one. brought me to e grp. when i said i'm from nursing.. they were like...yeah.....haha. proud to be one. at 1st still afraid i will be teased. played some wet games lar.. psycho GLs - group leaders. there's this big tank filled with soap water.inside got scrabbles. we're supposed to use our feet to pick it up n form words. did pretty well compared with other grps according to e GLs. got other my sicko games. can't rmb le.

e games were played in a circuit form. from a station to another. in between stations.. we mus becareful dat e GLs will bomb us bombs. e last station was a finale. where e GLs vs. all the teams. FOC in another words. we were all at e car park. there's this barrier where we can't cross over. it acts as a safety distance 4 us. coz e water bomb can be pretty painful if thrown near. n e battle begins. it was so unfair..e GLs got more water bombs den us...'shooting starts' above e sky. i was like.. siam siam siam.. lucky neva kena head. kena e body. our grp has this motto.. throw less..collect more water bomb bags. coz e bags we collected is considered pts 4 our inter foc team competition. so our grp members were busy collecting. aniway i thew some bombs too. heez. den there's this bomb i watched as i threw. high up........den boomb!!! hit one female gls. e chest area dere.. opps. i was like wa.....so happi. how dare GLs bully us.. finalli bite them back. heez evil guy here.

tue - more hell to come. alot of crazy games.

1. GLs were at 2nd storey throwing coloured water bombs. we had to collect the bombs using thrash bags. newspaper n our bare hands. yup yup. was so fun.

2.there's this pipe with alot of holes. one of e end has a bottle container. n there's a ping pong ball inside. we're supposed to get e ping pong ball out of it using water. so we're supposed to fill it with water.. at e same time.. we haf to cover e holes to prevent e water from flowing out. given 10 mins. we mus find anything we can to prepare 4 e game. our team took e whole rubbish bin n filled it with water. we failed e game aniway...e game was diffi. e water will keep flowing out. coz somehow somebody's finger will get tired n loosen abit. n whoosh..

3. tomato paradise. it's a floor of magarine n tomatoo sause. it's like a 100m track. 2 teams at e side. 5 ping pong balls in e middle. with a representative from each grp.. we haf to roll to e middle to take e balls. our team lost. it's ins't eay at all. feel so giddy after all e spinning. e smell is bad.. tomato sauce sux.

4. earthworm gym. at this filed. they dug 10 cm deep. filled it with water. n it became mud water. we haf to lie down inside. den roll over each other. white shirt to choc shirt. ewwww....

5. breakfast menu. an area is filled with floor. magarine. jam. we haf to do stunts on it. n of cuz.. to be dirty.. they made us lie on it lar..

we were considered unluck.. coz e stations we visited were like.. from e cleanest to e most dirty de. e best was to reverse e order. den we can get cleaned up.

den come e happy thingy. bathing time.finally. my body was like so oily.. n stinky..e stoopid tomato sauce. took like 15 mins to bathe. 4 a camp.. dat's v v long le.

at nitez. we did performace. sung it's all abt u by mcfly n e other one i not v sure. den came e highlights. e miss pageant. got voted lar..so pai seh lor. i shall not go into details.

later was nitez walk. e committe wasn't v efficient in planning this item. coz we waited 4 like 2 hrs. doing nth.. by e time we start.. it's alrdy 3a.m. n plus e game is solo walk 4 guys. n pairs 4 gals. with interbals in between. i onli played e game around 4 plus. btw i was like lucky.. coz e time is running out. guys get to go in pairs. went with joel. i mus say i'm quite timid de. luckily got ppl pei me. e lifts were like so dark. they had seal it with plastic bags. den realli scary mahz. they hide at e corners. some were lame. as we follow e path. at this ground floor. we can see one GLs hiding at a corner at 6 or 7 storey which we will haf to go to at e later path of it. so later when reaching dere.. we already expected him to boo us. infact we boo him back. haha. e other one is when we came out of e lift.. there's alter table.. den also along e path.. they haf dummies everywhere. whole thing ended around 6 plus. den get to slp.

wed - woke up realli late.. 9 plus.. e last time to wake up de. haha. went to lecture hall. den GLs put up e realli nice dance performance. e music is so nice.. wish i know e title. played some games. den breakcamp. our team was 5th out of 10. yup yup. had goodies bag. ate up all e junk food. said goodbyes to e GLs. aaron,huiting,S.C, e other 2 can't rmb le..sorrie. we were full of emotions when leaving. they realli nice ppl. considering to join e GLs as my cca. went 4 lunch with e grp. had chicken chop. so so onli. gota try e jap good. got chawamushi. yummy. also to ppl i'm closer with.. lye huat aka president!!! still got cai, alex, joel, sarah (sorrie n paiseh fal), vanessa..nursing student too, hui man i think.. she's e royal sporting hse gal n e piang eh gal. nadia also a nursing student. e rest dun realli know well le.

learnt alot of cheers from e camp. L-O-V-E ..i love u and you love me.

clap X 8
say's sand sand sand sandman X3
where where where
there

say's sand sand sand sandman X3
sand sand sand
sandman..

n e last one
ARE U READY?
EVER READY
sandman itch gonna fight
clapX2 clapX2
fight
clapX2 clapX2
fight
clapX2 clapX2
fight fight fight
sandman!
neh!

so many happenings. yeah.. life is not boring.. u haf find things to do. realised i haven't been playing computer games..as in realli addicted in playing game 4 a long long time le.. i think since sec 2 bah. life is always busy with studies, zel, ncc, family n meet up with friends. yup yup

v long le.. time to slp. nitez everybody. mz zel. sorrie not dere 4 u. keep in touch sandman

last day of work + tiring day

2005-05-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

thur - is my last day @ haagen dazs. did opening with mike n ben. it was rather cold..weather was pouring.. our glass panels condenses..no customers.. yeah yeah. haha. treat them lunch aniway. didn't buy any gift ma. pauline gave zel n me some choc. feel sad leaving a grp of fun ppl. alot of emotions n stuff like dat. we started out as newbie.. starts learning things from scratch.. how to greet customers, taking orders,serves food n 4 me.. abit of kitchen. w/o this job.. i wld be rotting at home.. become fatter de.. haha. ya lor.

in e afternoon. mike taught me how to sharpen knife.. there's skills one. it's not dat simple de. hmm.. zel came. she was supposed to go np 4 a tok de.. but she naughty gal lor. heez. left b4 ace came. my last day le.. say bye bye to everybody. miss u all de. miss e fun days too. no more ice creams buffet 4 me le. haix. haha. greedy me.

fri - woke up early to sth i think it's good deeds. meet zel anita n melv at queestown. travel all e way to pasir ris. at e shopping centre there. took a cab to e place. went there to do packaging 4 e flowers.. gonna sell them 4 e coming fun fair 4 e buddhist federation celebration 4 vesak day. erm.. but things dun go well.. they sort of like sianz abt it n left early le.. left me.. keep doing e same thing until like 5 n left. took a cab down ...all e way to great world city.. $15 bucks knoe.. ya lor.. pocket one big hole le.. erm.. den bought a chicken from cold storage n went to anita's hse to eat. food was simple yet yummy. fred - anita's dog - was like mad.. haha.. running everywhere lor. den we left together.. as anita nids to go to work. so tiring. at e bustop.. touched zel's head. abit hot hot knoe.. told her like got fever.. she was like got meh. didn't went any further. thx 4 zel anita n melv help aniway

sat - woke up around 8 close to 8. msged zel.. coz it was raining heavily. dun wan her to catch cold. e bb session postponed to 11. ate my breakfast. nasi lemak from tanjong pagar. yummy knoe.. e chilli was sweet n spicy. den went to play bb. cannot make it.. all e ball can't get in. dun knoe y. weird. fustrated.. watta do.. zel msged to say she's having fever. bingo.. see i so smart.. but this time i rather not be.. wan her to get well soon. clean my bunny b4 e rain comes. ke lian bunny.. all alone by himself =(

later at nitez. did alot of errandsn sth happened.my stomach not feeling too well. lao sai lor. haha. shhh.. smelly.btw went to count money 4 e fun fair den went to cousin hse to collect my bday present. haha. nice white polo tee from fila. den went to HV. ace was dere of cuz. bought a quart from him. he gave me 25% discount. staff discount knoe. so gd wor. chat with him awhile la.. n along.. took a scooper.. heez. borrow la.. tomolo gotta sell ice creams. gotta rest early le. haf to wake up early. aniway zel zel bday coming le.. bought some present le.. more ideas coming in.. whoahahaha. mz zel. get well soon k. hz hz. cold weather.

slp well everybody. mus come to my stall n support me k. ngee ann city.

new blogskin n some thoughts abt my workplace n nice ppl working there

2005-05-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

a BIG arlowx to everybody.big arlowx to yuniza.. coz chatting with her. found this realli nice blogskin. thx to e designer.

monday n tuesday worked from 12p.m to 1a.m. v tiring.. yes indeed. but 4 money.. haha.. last week le.. dun work so hard.. nxt time got no chance le.

tuesday - did floor.. love e job bah.. sick of doing take away le. maybe it's fate. rebecca.. my fav. tuitor came to our shop. she sat at table 5A. infact i presented them the menus. at first.. i was like.. wa.. this girl was so cool..e sweater.. den looked up.. whoala.. haha. didn't catch her attention though. onli when i served them the ice creams then i waived at her.. right into her face.. my style to catch ppl's attention.. haha.

Wednesday - woke up realli late.. slacked awhile before going to e qym. met my bro faisal there. he jus came too. chat a little then do our work out. feel so great after they gym session. then went to the shop, wanted to give zel a big surprise..by appearing suddenly and sent her home. unfortunately =(, she worked till closing.. haix.. nvm lor. anita was slacking in the shop too.. haha.. ace saw anita in e shop knoe..anita excused herself by saying zel passed her sth. at dat moment. i was at the locker area with zel. she gave me sth. heez. so happy. before i left holland v. bought a bbq spring chicken home from tenderbest(aniway i think tenderbear sounds cuter)

planned to take a bus home. while waiting, bro called n gave me a lift afterdat.
took a nap after dinner jus like pig pig..den woke up.searched the net n' gave a facelift 4 my blog.

tomolo (which is today) is my last day of work.. realli enjoyed my days at this outlet.. though i dun get along with some ppl.. majority of them are nice ppl. i mus mentioned them. they are yani n mike.. e cutez managers. my batch of crew (trieniece,pauline,bryant,darvina,ronnie,faridah n zel of cuz) still got seniors - zhong hai, jolene,ben n lisa,kiang hong, ian, wei yi. den e later batch -anita, lok ping,pan chuan, nichloas,roy, jeremy, phoebe, clara, nora. den e seniors dat join e team when i'm abt to leave - kelvin(we got e same name).

recalled 4 awhile.. i was so happy when i recieved the call from the hq dat i got e job. went to collect uniforms, went for training n attached to the shop.develop feelings le.. with funny ppl like mike, nice ppl like yani.. there's nth u can realli whine abt. mus congrats to pauline.. she's got promoted to a supervisor le.. though zel, trieniece n myself are from e same batch. we neva jealous her at all...coz we're friends.. gd friends.. yup yup. i'll neva forget those days we suffered together. doing closing together.. though it's hard work.. but we always cracked jokes which made the time flies.

oh wait..still got ace.. though i dun realli like him.. i mus still thx him 4 not making alot of trouble 4 me. luckily he's okie with me.. dat's y i get wat i wan 4 my schedules.

to all e names mentioned abt.. a big thank you! u guys gave me a wonderful 4 mths of break from sch. it's time to move on.. but i'll neva forgeth those wonderful days. keep in touch!! =)

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a close up!

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e flower is so real

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mother's day cake

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bro ls.. haha

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labrador park

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elmo vs me

great weekends... but ls.. ls..

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friday - worked from 6 to closing.. everything is great.. leaving e shop at 11 feels so gd.. plus zel also leaving mahz.. but parents fetching me.. ya lor.. with bro.. went somewhere to eat. can't rmb wat le.. was quite some time ago.

sat - woke up early to meet dai dee gang. we're not playing bb this time.. but we're going to east coast park.. 4 cyling n blading.. alot of ppl pang seh us knoe..so bad.. so onli got wei lun. zhi heng. melvin aloy n me. took bus no. 16 all e way to dere. e whole trip was an hour. reached dere. decided to go canoeing. walked4 45 mins to an hr to reach dat place.. so far.. ya lor.. no choice.. alone e way.. tok alot.. jk alot.. do alot of lame stuff too. haha. rented e canoe 4 2 hrs.

it was whole lot of fun.. ya lor.. canoe over e bedok jetty. etc. den stop at e beach 4 awhile to play seawater.. etc. yup yup. den went back. by dat time.. i was like...so red le.. yup yup. totalli sun burnt.

so tired..e rain started when we're close to e main area @ east coast park after e long walk. ran to mac to haf our lunch. erm.. nth much.

took bus back to home. had dinner. took a nap. nth much

sun - HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY!!!

woke up @ 9. didn't go temple.. heez. lazy bum. went to meet zel to collect our mother's cake. mine is scc flavour.. e cake got candy flowers' dat look so real until my parents thot they were plastics. yup yup.aniway was raining heavily. sent zel back to her home after dat.together with bro. went to ikea to do last min shopping 4 mother's day present. yup yup. bought some kitchen cutleries. went home n nap.. haha.. realli porky pig.. kip slp. after dat went to fetched mummy n went 4 dinner. yup yup. n went to labrador park 4 a walk. dere's this road beside e main rd of labrador park entrance dere.. where there's a small market . one of e stall sells delicious fried bananas n curry puffs.. mus try!!!! anmiway e park was wonderful after all e upgradings. a gd place to haf bbq. we were so excited abt it dat we decided to haf a bbq session with relatives soon.

went to telok blangah hill dere.. where there's spring water.. washed our car

den went to bukit merah supermarket. there's this axn station where we booked a bbq pit @ labrador park le.. can't rmb e date liao.. yup yup.

monday - worked from 1200 - 0100.. 13 hrs to be exact. ya lor.. mad.. but was okie la.. saw rickson.. e guy v noisy n loud. tok alot knoe.. erm.. neva realli mixed with him. quiting le.. dun wanna be backstabbed. ya lor.. aniway ace suan him.. was saying he said working here no future.. dat's y he quit. den he tried to deny say no lar.. where got.. but ace went deeper.. saying e rest of e crew all agreed he said here no future.. den he like no lar.. dun believe them.. haha.. he speechless lor.. mus be go other place work.. den kena sacked.. den come back here to work. tomolo also working e same time. gotta slp le.. tired

aniway today zel went batam with anita.. so gd.. haix.. mg them.. hz hz . mz. nitez. sweet dreams.

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argh.. anita..she's a lady btw..

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guess who's in e male toilet?

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anitia trying to hide herself from e camera.. n yummy waffles 4 phoebe

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hurry up pauline.. we wanna go home.. yeah yeah!

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indulge pauline?? ewww..lolx. jk

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waffles 4 hardworking crew like us..=)

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our "dishwasher auntie phobe"

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yani e ah-ber-then

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our hard working pauline

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a close up on him

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lok peng aka snorlax n lao pi xiao xin

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our toppings counter...

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this is terence..

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e guy dat i can't rmb his name.. sorrie.. haha

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doing closing 4 table 15, 16, 17

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e shop.. dimmed e light earlier on to drive customers home..heez

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see 4 urself

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dat "handsome" person

counting down my days @ e shop + nice pics of e shop

2005-05-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

thur - went to gym in e afternoon..was doing some weight training ..den this guy.. too handsome until to a extent dat makes him looks gayish. was wearing a singlets n flowery pants. v tanned.. yup yup.. gave me his namecard.. asking me if i'm interested in joining his cheerleading company. i was like erm........no thx.. dun realli dance well.. not those dancing ppl.. more into ball games de..

reached holland v early. walked around. bought sth 4 zel. heez heez

went to work den. mike was feeling realli sick.. he went home to rest after while. so e manager on e duty wld be yani yani.. haha.. ace took a day off. so great lor.. aniway i did floor instead of my take away. coz e guy.. i still can't rmb his name (so sorry) will be leaving e shop le..it's his last day. reason is they dun like somebody .. haha..

floor is so fun to do.. maybe becoz dat nitez got no customers due to e rain earlier on.. so suang.. haha.. hopefully today can do floor also.. coz today not doing closing.. it's wldn't be nice to take dat position-take away.. a less engery damanding job than floor..n not doing e closing (cleaning up) at e end of e day. blahx blahx.

mike came around 9 plus..to meet up with his friends.chat with him awhile la..mike ah.. u mus take carez of ur health ah. dat nitez.. all e crew is all gd gd one.. no bad ones.. haha.. there's yani. pauline. anita. lok peng aka snorlax n la pi xiao xin. phoebo. terence n dat guy who i've forgotten e name. sorrie. all e gd ppl la. they're not lazy n chatty de.. haha. so e closing up is pretty easy to do

during closing...i took out bro's camera n start taking pics. wanna keep some wonderful memories mahz..

uncle liew.. taxi driver was late. den in e cab.. we were v chatty n noisy lor.. coz lok peng n uncle liew will verbal abuse each other. den uncle liew started to slap lok peng.. v funny lor.. laugh until peng. they were like children like dat.. cursing each other... haha.. lolx.

reached home v late.. last to get home lor.. slept.. with my little cutez pillow.. yeah yeah. heez.

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cutez bobby

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so xing fu.. had a great day..

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die die also mus finish...

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can't take it animore... =(

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after an hr.. half more pan to finish...

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she's happi dat her face is smaller than e jungle freeze

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zel behind e "love" sign

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ice cream cakes.. yeah yeah. thx zel

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deserts.. yummy knoe.. all sweet one.. i likeeeee

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left is herbal one.. right is ma la.. i knoe..there's lots of mushroom

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@ e restaurant

great bday. thx everybody lots lots

2005-05-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

tuesday - woke up early to send zel zel to work. met her cold storage. yeah got hz. heez heez. den went to help do a little it of opening. zel passed me present.. cannot peeped =( later went to gym to do some work out. n off to meetl melv at queesway. wanna buy sth mahz. haha. den went to tiong to watch movie. XXX2. v kool movie knoe.. alot of action. guys sure like it de. aniway by this time.. alot of my relatives n friends send their wishes to me le.. haha.. so xing fu. thx lots.

rushed home to meet up with family n off we went.. to quality hotel 4 a dinner. vegetarian buffet. nice knoe.. got lots of mushroom n vege. haha. n e soup based was realli great. there's 2 to be exact. we chose to herbal n de ma la. one.

aniway was contented dat i was able to resist all e meat 4 e day. morning had vege noodle. lunch eat french fries. dinner was e buffet. haha.. so mission accomplished. yup yup.

after dinner.. went to shop to collect bday cake. zel's was preparing all these since feb.. heez.. so so so sweet. yeah yeah. thx lots. e ice cream cake was cnc flavour de. yummy.

zel's lv pack got one funky clock.(bought from her 4 2 bucks),towel.sew into a small pillow. nice to hz knoe.. haha.. a card n a shirt. heez heez. thx lots raed reed

wednesday - woke up early to clean bunny. he fat le.. haha.. ate alot mahz. poor thing. he v sianz n bore. aniway bathe him. in e bathroom..he jus chew my parents' plant. haha.. shh.. act blur.

zel came to my hse.. stay awhile to eat a slice of i/c cake. mum insisted her on having it de.. so she haf to eat lor.. of cuz..she will sa jiao..den mus help her eat abit.. haha. cutez dr.after dat leave 4 e fish n co. @ glass hse beside parkmall. e environment was realli nice knoe.. lv to go dat place.. got magazines to read also. waiters n waitresses were realli friendly n approachable. oreded seafood platter 4 2 n upgrade one of it. a jungle freeze n chips. wa.. cannot finish lor.. e portion was realli big.. if order platter 4 2.. shldn't upgrade at all n dun order chips also.

den wanted to catch movie.. but dun haf e time we want. went home to check e timing 4 e movies. but all can't make it. went to holland village instead to buy dinner 4 zel's family. at e same time wen breko 4 a drink n a sundae.. heez.. yummy la.

by then.. v tired le.. went to zel's hse's bus stop. zel brought bobby down 4 a walk.. heez. heez.. so che ko pak. there was this jc female student at e bus stop.. den bobby like wanna get close to her lor.. haha.. naughty bobby. after dat i went home 4 dinner le.. realli tired.. ended my day den.. a great day lor.. haha.. so happi..thx everybody. esp family incld. zel. slp slp on e bed with e cutez little pillow

thur - woke up around 10 plus.. slack n nth much.. bloggin now.. maybe go gym later den go to work. mike today working nitez shift.. yeah.. look forward to great fun n joke lor.. he's a funny guy...

a day in kitchen

2005-05-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

last nitez watched i do i do.. nice nice movie. a twist at e end of e story. not bad 4 a local production.

aniway today did opening. parents fetched me. onli mike n ben n me. so i did kitchen. haha. not v gd at it..nevertheless.. it's so so so fun. haha. doing all e creation n partnering with lok ping. he's a real joker. he's big sized. looked like pokemon snorlex n still got e jap la pi xiao xin (real thick eyebrown lor). haha.

zel was sianz sianz.. dun knoe wat happened knoe. hopefully is jus tired n nth esle.. lv to see her smile n hear her laughter.. realli brightens my day alot alot to e power of infinity. yup yup.

mum cooked chicken rice.. so went home eat lor. not bad la.. mum said she had cooked xtra n wanna gif zel de..but reconsider coz e whole crew will order as a grp de.. haha. haf a feeling dat i haf to be honest to my family abt my secret admirer le.. haha.. hiding this 4 like.. hmm.. 1yr n3mths.. haha.. shh..

tomolo is a great day to look 4.. coz it's my bday. sending zel to work in e morning. go gym. clean bunny. meet melv 4 a short shopping trip to buy sth 4 zel n mother's day. den at nitez got dinner. tomolo mus whole day eat vegetarian wor. haha. mg zel lots.!

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wow!

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koi pond

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a nice view to greet u after a nitez slp

fruitful day

2005-05-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

sunday - woke up early in e morning.. ate my current fav dish vegetarian noodle.. with some mock meats(not fried de.. so healthy). e best part was e gravy on e mee fen.. yummy knoe.. den together with parents went to pasir ris drive 12. dere got kennel n dat's where all e dog breeders are. haha.. aniway e place i went to is kyoto sth. it's a horticulutre company n run by one of e fellow temple friend alwyn. he's a v person living in a v v v beautiful hse knoe. a pool by e side. in e pool got alot of koi. ex. one knoe.. haha. rich la.. but he worked hard 4 it.. respect him alot. he's a medic when he's serving ns... got lots to learn from him.

started with meditation.. didn't realli learn anything.. coz was late 4 e session. was rushing to get last mth activities' photo printed. nxt was a talk by e nature society grp. toking abt e act of releasing animals. it's a big serious problem .. esp to many buddhist followers who misinterpret e real meaning. shall take this chance to explain la.

close to vesak day.. many buddhist organisation wld order animals such as terrapin or aquarium fish in bulk. they believe by releasing them into e wild sth gd..a deed. but it's wrong. in details.. e animals were meant to be pets.. they depends on human beings to provide them a nice shelther quality food n water. they can neva survive on their own. so chances are they became part of e meal of other species in wild. so instead of freeing e animal.. ur killing it indirectly

OR some animal were born to be a survivor. when released into e wild.. they will prey on other weaker species. n continue to reproduce themselves. sooner or later.. e whole habitat will be dominated by them. disrupting e whole ecosytem. so again.. ur causing more death.. more sins den deeds.

one gd example is e european rabbits in aus. they reproduced so quickly dat today.. govt haf to spent millions to hire hunter to bring e poppulation down. becoz e rabbits were destroying e crops n etc.

so is releasing animals totalli bad. nope. not realli. 4 example.. if u see a fisher jus finish finish his fishing. u may buy e fishes from him/her n release e fishes back into e sea when they came from. in this case, they are sure to survive coz that's where they belong to.

let's move on.

had a discussions later on life n life expriences . v interesting. was raising qn. n answering them lor. everybody participated well la. nxt was lunch. yummy yummy. alot of nice n delicious vege food of cuz. haha. den had some lesson on fishing den horticulture. learnt grafting today from alwyn. he's gd n funny lor. made e lesson so much more interesting. went home soon den. great day lor.

on e other hand was ls like mad la.. dun knoe why.. can't wait 4 bday to come.. coz zel gonna haf surprises 4 me.. so bad dun tell me.. bleahx.. hz hz. heez. she's so nice. yeah yeah. so fortunate. cherish everything i haf. family (zel incl.) n friends =)

hot n humid weekend =(

2005-04-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

thur - did closing.. nth realli special on thur.. had alot of fun chatting in e cab.. toking crap.. n teasing zhong hai ttc or tcc. wateva it is

fri - feeling realli down 4 no reason.. like pms lor.. dun no reason 4 feeling so lousy. zel zel called me.. was realli cold towards her.. sorrie.. ls i guessed.. feeling realli lethargic =( met zel zel @ tbp.. den tried to cheer me up.. mz . she's so nice. walked around.. saw my cutez cadets.. say arlowx.. wish them all e best in their exams too. they wished me all e best in my nursing course too. haha. den took bus to GWC.. had late lunch there.. yoshinoya.. ate terriyaki chicken.. tried once long ago.. wasn't realli nice.. but still wanna gif it a try lor.. was okie la.. zel ordered chawamushi (not sure how to spell) those jap steamed egg. not as gd as sakei sushi.. one day mus go there eat eat. heez. missed e buffet n everything. den went to work.. from 6 to 11. business was realli gd.. busy like mad.. ace asked me to teach one newbie abt making coffee n scooping i/c.. wans't realli gd at teaching him. sorrie. gd at sth doesn't mean gd at teaching dat thing lor..hope he dun mind me.. haha.. den parents fetched me to somewhere nearby to eat. food was barely okie la... went home to slp le..

sat - woke up early to play bb... keep losing 4 my team.. sianz sianz bah.. aniway. was perspiring like mad lor.. weather was super duper hot n humid. e more i perspire.. e hotter i feel lor.. dun like sweat glands.. it's not helping at all in tropical region.. e sweat suppose to evaporate to make u feel cooler.. but e fact dat singapore is so super duper humid. e sweat will jus stick onto e skin.. n u'll feel urself like a walking kaya like dat. sticky sticky de.. minus e nice smell kaya of cuz..

went home to bathe.. ate lunch n slp slp.. tired knoe.. den went to pasir ris .(at this time.. h/p batt is running flat..sorrie zel zel.hz tight).one of e temple friend hse ...met qing yun (one of e grp leader)dere to do notice board. erm nth much... till alwyn came. e owner of e place cum temple friend. he was sharing his dreams lor. he now gonna build spa n restaurants at e other side of e site... wa.. a dare to dream person. telling us he's fighting battle everyday.. he's a workalcholic lor.. work n work to achieve wat he always wanted n inspired of. all e best to him.. mus watch out 4 health k. ate dinner outside with parents.. w/o bro.. haven't seen him 4 quite some time le.. hope he's fatter n fatter now.. heez.. always tease me. bleahx.

dat's all 4 now.. tomolo gotta wake up early 4 e youth grp activity.. nitez everybody.. mg zel . woking till closing today.. hz hz tight. leave a space 4 ya to slp. nitez

suay suay n more suay...den a happi thing n back to suay(ness)

2005-04-28T13:00:00.000+08:00

this is e 2nd time typing e same blog.. dun asked me y.. ystd blog one whole chunk den server down.. wat e hack.. recover post also no use..if dat gonna happens again.. i blog at friendster le..

tuesday - woke up early.. whole head was damn heavy n chunky lor.. last nitez slept at 4..den gotta wake up at 8. coz doing morning shift plus meeting zel zel @ supermarket... was v sleepy lor.. but still gotta work. when i reached dere.. recieved a long long long n warm hz from zel. so shiok.. feel so much better after's bunny's death. yup yup. sniff sniff. thx dr 4 dat.. realli appreciated dat. bunny bunny.. i'm sure he's doing fine now.. mz.aniway went to work after dat. ben joined us at ard around noon time. den wendy came too. she thot she's gonna work but no. a miscommunication. she've told yvonne she wanna work from tues to thur. however she didn't called back to check her requested schedule was approved or not. haha.. she ended up sitting n chatting with mike n us lor. nth much during work la..this day is yingchieh last day. bought us roche.. didn't eat though. heaty mahz.. before she left.. she bought alot of pints too.. yup yup. cya ying chieh. zel n me knocked off at 6. went to breko to eat.. yummy food. ordered sauce n mash. e gravy is damn nice...if e sausage not so salty den perfect le. i ordered salmon grilled. portion quite small. not full.. haha. den we ordered spicy wings n erm.. fire ball - low fat milk with vanilla n orange. den sweetie - strawberry smoothies. bought alot fruits from stall uncle too.. yup yup.. slept v early at home.. @ 2230.. ya lor.. tired mah... slept till.........

wednesday - 1000 around.. haha.. v shiok.. long time neva slp so long le.. prepare to go work at 1300 lor. dad fectched me there. when i reached there.. all e esp managers dere le.. wa.. high alert. changed uniform n den punched my card. so guai. aniway sth bad realli happen.. realli suay lor. bell rang. i went to served zes teas..to e managers lor... got 4 glasses i think. did everything i'm supposed to. said "excuse me" politely to them..until e 2nd last glass.. when it's abt to touchdown e table.. my e other hand titled to e right.. coz e glass slided to e right more.. wa la.. e whole sweet zes tea onto one of e manager.. i'm dead shit.. wat e hell i'm doing.. mike was stunned.. n dissapointed .. sorrie mike.. apologised to e victime immediately.. den rushed to clean up e area. after e things had settled down.. they left le..asked mike if i'm in trouble.. he said nope.. phew.. e head esp manager said take it as a learning step to all e managers.. n learn from it.. yup yup.. bought a realli impt lesson. not to be gan jiong. phew phew.

den at nitez came this ma fan customers.. 3 in total.. realli cheapo ppl knoe.. they claimed themselves to be regular customers (appearently..none of e managers recognised them.. not even a single crew.. n plus plus they dun even haf our members card)

they came to orderd a cake 4 their mother.. e following pts shall explained y their are unreasonable n realli cheapo!!!

1.they saw e brochure - earli bird; mother's cake design with $18worth of truffles *terms n conditions apply

2.they had 3 to 4 singtel red rewards vouchers n insisted to be used on e mother's cake design. however terms n condition apply.. the vouchers cannot be used on e mother's cake desigh promotion

3.they requested to change e flavour of e cake ice cream of e mother's cake design (not supposed to.. coz the mother's cake design is produced in bulk n all fixed at mac nut design)

4.the mango i/c they requested wants to haf more mango bits (which is like fate.. e mango bits arranged in random in e i/c can)

5.after some time.. they changed their mind.. wanted to order order cake design so dat they can use the vouchers.. but insisted on having e privillege of having $18 worth of truffles

6.e reason they gave was amy(a long long long time ago manager) always promised their requests ( i bet is amy can't ta han or tolerate them den give in to them) but ace is a man.... yeah.. he told them sorrie cannot.. saying i can asked my cake chief to change e flavour of e mother's cake but i can neva let u use vouchers on e mother's cake design n definitely cannot let u haf truffles despite purchasing other normal cake's design.

they totalli shut up n speechless. sew up 4 them too.. nth to tok. rules are there 4 a reason lor.. last time is over le.. history.. now is ace.. yup yup. so happi... u shld haf a look at their pathetic faces... so suang. after so many suay incident.

this incident taught us not to be cheapo n rediculous.. cannot means cannot lor.. told them cannot still insisted on seeing manager.. make them more pai seh onli. e more u asked for more special requests.. e more we hate them onli.. down e road.. they get nth.. n we'll neva go 4 an extra mile to provide them e best service we could coz they've been blacklisted already.. yup yup. they thot making things difficult 4 us .. we will give in.. but no lor.. we want also can't.. e hq will bounce back e vouchers n everything to us... yup yup

went home earli.. coz ace got meeting nxt day mahz.. got into 1st trip... went home blogged the above incidents but wat e hack.. server down.. all my blog went into thin air.. back to suay(ness) again

thur - woke up n blog .. later working at 6. hopefully today is e turning pt k.. no more suay things.. pls.. wan hz hz hz zel, pls. till den.. bye =)

2005-04-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

neh boo boo!

2005-04-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

playing hide n seek

2005-04-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

yummy.. lots of grass 4 me

2005-04-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

jus bathed

bunny pass away.. sad sad.. =(

2005-04-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

dad woke me up this morning.late morning to be exact. say bunny niao niao. oh gosh. rush down to see. his eyes were still opened. hopefully he died peacefully. dad digged a hole behind our hse... i picked up him.. his body was realli stiffed... gusses he died in e nitez.. dat's didnt check on it... neva even dere 4 him when he was having his last breath. argh.. guilty.. watsoeva.. jus did wat i can... gif him a resting place. said a few prayer.. covered him with soil.. he's now resting in peace beside a small tree. while my dad;s arowana (not sure how to spell) is his neighbour. back to e pt..wish they had reincantate d to a better life form. to human beings or someone better. bathe e other alive bunny jus in case there's any disease. noticed he lose quite some weight... gotta check on him someday jus to make he's doing well.

this cutez bunny joined our family since i was pri 2 or 3. can't rmb. so let't count their age. around 8 yrs bah. nevertheless... he's onli e sized of our palm.. realli small n lovely. but v lazy.. dun like to move. a great contrast with his partner.. e black n white fur bunny(bnwb). e bnwb will always chase the brown bunny when young. great childhood ya.. ya lor.. jus like anione of us.. fav food is carrot .. dat goes w/o saying. though they dun play with me.. no tricks no interaction with me.. i still haf feelings 4 them..

a period of time.. i totalli neglect them. dad washed them 4 me.. was a bad person.. didn't make e effort to go down n see them.. till zel came into my life.. den starts taking care them again. i'm sorrie bunnies. since working in haagen dazs.. got extra cash.. bought them quite alot of stuff... gif them e best i can..

guess i gotta move on.. at least i haf one more bunny. he's active.. a total kaypoh rabbit.. put him in a box to bring him into e house to bathe.. he sure stand up n scout around de.. he hates bathing.. got scratched by him once.. spank his ass gently.. he looked at me..got such innocent eyes knoe.. yup yup

now is early in e morning btw.. tried to slp.. but can't.. haf to blog to make myself feel better. b4 dat.. zel consoled me.. hz hz.. so nice of her.. so lucky to haf her.. always encourage me when i'm down.. today's incident taught me to cherish wat i haf now.. family incl. zel zel.. friends.. a gd enviroment to study n live.. everything.. n everyone i know.. dun stuck in e past.. gotta work on e present n future. life is precious yet fragile... we mus love to live!

bunny...move on n neva look back, find urself a new home k. lv ya =)

2005-04-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

swiss ball.. yup yup..

counting down my days @ shop

2005-04-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

thursday.. e news - dat we are quitting e job was made known to our managers. think zel told mike bah. wasn't realli prepare la. ace said dun quit la.. will miss us. erm.. speechless. during work.. he keep psycho me.. dun leave la.. ask me be wat trainer.. train new staff.. wonder realli true.. i doubt so..think ace worrie all e staffs.. one by one leave e shop. he go ask e rest of e staff also. aniway i was late becoz of a car accident. argh...

near to closing.. a dog owner brought his big big black doggy to over shop.. wa.. v huge ah.. can bite ppl one... she looked fierce but v friendly knoe.. lick me.. heez pat her head. den i suay.. kena 2nd shift. went to e coffee shop with e rest to eat supper. den dat day uncle lew siao siao. he drove 120km/hr. coz he got booking at 3 . so gotta rush. went pass a red light also. 4 no reason.. he slapped lok peng . 4 fun i guess.dat was e most exciting ride i ever haf. laugh until peng.

friday - morning shift.. woke up at 950. die le.. suppose to work at 10. mike called me.. i'm screwed.. keep saying sorrie.. den took a cab. wa.. consecutive late 4 2 days. guilty ...realli dun mean it. although it's explainable la.. last nitez do closing.. nxt day do opening. slept enough.. so dun nid to drink latte. haha. walk to bus stop together with mike n darvina. rush home... got my laptop.. so cool.. black colour one. haha. neglect zel zel. sorrie

sat - woke up early to play bb. den during break time. chat with a dog owner.. can't believe i tok alot.. haha.. stranger also can chat. e dog is a mix breed - pincher n jack russel (dun think this is e correct spell). wish i haf dat dog. coz no hair.. den got jack's character. v active n playful. he got it from his neighbour. he lived at block 78. near my hse. bball session was great. alot of fun. went home to bathe n eat lunch as usual. meet them at tbp. neva play ghost squard le.. yeah. den went queensway shopping. saw zel's clothes. yeah. gonna get more. heez. den went home. near my home dere.. saw e dog owner again.. haha.. coincidence de, he was going 4 choir practice.. wa.. so artistic person. oh ya..b4 dat.. i bought XXL chicken. quite yummy. e person gave me a bigger also. thx u lots. bro was home 4 dinner too. seldom see him now.

sun - slack in e day la. called e temple ppl. neglect zel. sorrie raed. aniway tok abt this raed reed. haha. funny. ate dinner early coz had no lunch. breakfast was vegetarian roti prata.. v nice knoe..alot of egg. i like. den after dinner went botanic garden be light bulb. v bright ah... haha. they having upgrading now.. some place can't go... went to my fav spot. e swiss ball. a big 700kg granite ball den rotates thx to e water.. v nice to play with.. u can change it's direction de. my days are getting more boring.. haha... gotta find some activites le. nxt week shall spend some time on reading books. yeah yeah. looking forward to this coming tuesday. having dinner with zel zel after work.

life is gd.. got things to do everyday..packed my room!

2005-04-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

sunday went temple. was real late n lazy. so onli went 4 e meeting 4 our youth grp. gotta call 8 ppl. do a notice board to review our past activities. get e photos from kai fa shu shu. at nitez went ikea with parents. bought some realli nice wooden container or shleves. dat's when i haf this sudden urge to clean up my whole room to get prepare 4 my poly life. haha.

monday woke up early to meet zel to go to poly 4 a induction thingy. e lecture hall was realli big.. n dere's sth like a mini keyboard 4 each student. v cool knoe. like those who wanna be a millionare show.. e audience get to participate.haha. paid 12 bucks 4 e camp. den we ran away. if not we'll be stuck with lame games. zel was sianz starting. .. luckily things got better. met nick on e bus. after sending zel home.. bought some more containers or shleves from ikea again. bought one shoe rack.. gd bargain knoe.. 3.90 onli.. den realise got to take a cab to reach home. haha. e shoe rack i wanna use 4 my poly life de. i'll arrange all my notes on e shoe rack. gd idea hor.. den went home start fixing all e containers. from normal wooden blanks to sth... yeah.

tuesday starts working from 8 to closing. afternoon went gym n met juniors. kelv they all. now kelv v big sized ah.. muscles.. mus learn. ask him to pull me to gym more often also. went to wash sth at tbp..heez den go work le. zel work till closing too. yeah. nth realli special happen.

wednesday met zel in a afternoon to buy lunch. den came my hse to eat. watch one movie at cinemax... not bad la.. but didn't get to watch e ending.. heez. den went tbp to watch pacifier.. nice show knoe.. laugh like mad. mad nick, allan, royce n joe dere. zel abit sianz starting.. after dat normal le.. phew.. yeah. mz. hmm.. den go fair price buy yogurt drink n cheese 4 my pizza. came home 4 quick dinner den went off to work. where we were abt to close. got this stupid guy come to e shop lor. ace already finish all e account le. den signal me to tell him we're close. den e guy say.. isit wrong dat i jus look around. basket.. fine... after awile he asked to taste e toffe creme. one of my fav i/c. humph. den he get tempted. ask nicely can i jus buy 1 scp. told him can't le.. cashier close. bugger. den ace say his apology. ask me to serve him. when scooping dat time.. he still ask 4 a bigger scp.. say today i'm e last customer le. bleahx.. big deal!... if it was my last day of work.. i sure suan him one.. but 4 now.. mus guai guai.. haha... wan more money.. $$$ heez. wateva la.. pity his parents n friends. den ace tomolo got meeting in e morning .. so we left e shop early.. finish my bloggin le..

tomolo meeting kelv to go gym in afternoon.. after dat go work.. den friday morning shift. go haf dinner with family i guess.. n SAT.. bb.. yeah!

4 now.. gotta slp.. hz hz hz. mz.. mg ya. slp tight. sweet dreams everybody =)

there's sth 4 everday...

2005-04-16T21:40:00.001+08:00

recently been busy everyday...there's sth to do everything. gd gd. not wasting my time at all. if i were in hols, i wld spent e day playing computer games. sth until dinner.. wat a waste of time... i hope my poly life wld be sth like this too. maybe not working..but definitely i mus finsh my tutorials stuff.. den got study.. qualify 4 local uni. gotta make sure i dun spent too much time on CCA.. dun wanna dissapoint parents again n again. so mus jia you ya!!!

Thus went 4 e matriculation. mus praise them 4 doing e arrangement well. there's photocopying machines around 4 students who didn't manage to get things done to zap zap. erm... there's e whole registration onli take 15 mins or less. that's v fast. at e end.. zel, anita n me spent 20 each on e sports camp. but e nxt moment quit le. haha. sorrie camp organiser. took a look at e laptops.. v cool. from poly... we went to holland village to eat thai express. e food was realli nice. den got work dat day. zel's dad dun let her to go to sports camp.. sad sad... but after day okie la. gdy.

friday met zel at her hse bus stop to take e receipt 4 e sports camp. den went to poly from there to get our refunds. crap say i going taiwan.. so can't go camp. haha. den pay 100 dollar deposits 4 my Ibm laptop T42. v cool knoe.. 2.2 kg onli.. haha. fortunate guy here. heez.. mus cherish everything i haf now. aniway think i saw crystal - pri sch friend. she knoe ah..............e make up got 2 mm thick i guessed. abit fake le e face. dun realli like. think she realised i'm kelv.. i jus act blur la.. den suppose can meet yuniza n christine in poly.. but they kind of late or wat.. so gotta rush back to shop to help out. got 2 newbie. abit lazy.. hopefully they'll change. erm.. den from afternoon work until closing. at 6..got one gal come.. she quite okie la.. got lots of ear studs n rings. haha.. think she v sianz.. coz we keep asking her to take off. oh ya.. gotta buy yani bday present. a real belated one aniway. oh ya.. i kena 2nd trip knoe.. with ace n her. den ace gave us 30 dollar. went crystal jade to ta bao some food. hmm.. he's nice.. haha.. so realistic.

sat woke up early to play bb. william also got play.. argh..okie la. hit his specs aniway.. i shoot.. chop...e ball bounce n hit his spec. not intention one but i dun mind also.. heez. i'm bad. went home to bathe n eat lunch. den meet at tbp. bought lemonade tycoon 2. den go queensway shopping centre with bryant,zh,wl,kamal - e team singapore. he wore dat back polo tee. everybody on e street looked at him.. at though he's our national player... haha. in queensway..go to one magic shop see e arrogant shop owner lor. haha. not interested in magic realli.. esp on cards. den met esther with her family.. den when toking to her.. fiona come say hi also.. haha.. den after dat met vanan on e ground floor. actualli went queensway main goal is to cut my thick n long hair de. but den ikea there got alot of ppl in e que.. den went home le. somehow.. kobe n bryant came up with sth actions with our chicken neh n neh boo. v funny actions de. haha. show to u guys someday. lame but entertaining. dinner at home was nice. yummy. thx mummy. nth much le

tomolo going temple.. den after dat got meeting.. gotta make sure i cut my hair tomolo.

1yr n 2 mths! & met him..........after 5 yrs

2005-04-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

happi anni 1 yr n 2mths le. heez. mz mz. hope ur eyes are better now. printed our photo today. v v cutez. show ya someday later. today went to take passport sized photo after meeting up with my pri sch mate.. gd gd friend.. after.....5 yrs. long huh.. yup.

woke up v late today. yawn. was close to 11. msg ke wei immediately.. thot meeting at 11. luckily was 12. aniway he also jus woke up. haha. went to feed bunnies 1st. guess i onli get e chance to bathe them on sat. back to e pt.. met him at orchard mrt. walked around e town. tok alot. den went cinelesiure to eat pasta mania.. not fulling =( but sat there 4 at least 3 hrs. toking non stop..from pri sch life to recent stuff..+ future job + bitchy gals etc. haha.. mad hor.. ya lor. until my throat felt so dry. gotta stop toking le.. went down to cheers.. bought WHITE CHOC drink, yummy... but e taste not strong enough... add some real white choc pieces sure v nice de ah. den we bought tickets 4 be cool! @ 1745. meanwhile walk around again. met alot of those salesperson la. irritating.. wasted both parties time. mus admit they knoe how to tok.. jus dat no brains la.. target on students..who will buy e lamp.. though it's some charity movement.. but $10 is nono..esp when we're rushing or shopping in town...didn't bring extra cash de mahz.. e money in our wallet is 'reserved' le.. rite..

e show was quite funny. though didn't realli understand e whole plot. ate my yoshinoya..i think i spelt correctly in dere. he bought kfc in. heez.. hungry mahz.. love to bring food in too.. like to eat while watching.. if not my hands will be on my lap.. asking me to move it or exercise (they dun like me to pat them..haha.. lame). haven't go gym 4 a long time.. gotta trim trim..but lazy.. bad bad... now v tired.. hopefully today can slp early...n dun wake up till nxt morning.. wake at 0700 n not early morning 0200.

last nitez was hell. waste time only. luckily got this cool website. kokoro.com.tw it's a webiste that features alot of love story in ani... v touching de.. jus dat i dun like all e sad endings.. e write did it on purpose so dat e viewer will feel more impact. dat's bad... i'm afraid ppl saw e clips will become pessimistic onli. so ppl.. do be strong when watch e clips k.. life mus carry on no matter wat...

gotta go.. tired. go bathe.. watch amazing race n slp slp. nitez zel. mz mz. hz. sweet dreams. get well soon. n to u ke wei.. take lots of carez. hope to see u soon! n shar... see ya soon to.

can't slp...

2005-04-13T05:07:00.000+08:00

dun knoe y can't get to slp..went to bed @ 2330 but woke up at 1 plus.. =( watch too fast too furious n one creepy show. now dun even abt slp le.. dun like dark dark. decided to blog. later meeting my pri sch gd friend ke wei. dun knoe got energy or not. heck. was working yesterday. 1000 to 1800. nth realli special happened. parents went to my work place. shocked. bought a quart of rum rasin plus strawberry cheesecake. zel's fav ice crm. heez

bought rabbit food too.. wonder got time to feed rabbit go gym den meet ke wei or not. dun think so. haix. stupid me.. can't get to slp.. spoil all e plan. hmm let's see wat happened 4 e past few days. sunday went to sao mu with mother side relatives. monday worked from 6 till closing. finally saw uncle lew.. long time neva see him le. oh ya.. anita. zel's gd gd friend. her hair is gettin longer. everybody say she looked nicer n more like a gal. gd gd. keep it ya. haha. den rushed home to slp.. woke up at 10 to work lor. oh ya.. mike v gd.. got to drink blackcurrent tea n one iced latte for FREE. still e latte didn't keep me awake la. caffine is not working.. perhaps not at e right time. now i can't slp.... mg zel so much.. dun knoe why.. hope her skin is better knoe.. sniff sniff.

yan's bday coming.. gotta empty my pocket again to buy sth 4 her. perfume.. share among e part time crew n managers. haix haix..pls let me slp after this bloggin session.

aniway nitez time called up cousin's husband.. he's comp pro.. got masters in computer stuff. den asked him which laptop suits student better. with dat laptop.. my past 3 mth of pay is almost gone. =( spent money like waterfall. oh ya.. waterfall. toopid mike.. suan me. coz he asked me to make one hot latte 4 him toooo.. well.. i can scooped nice n round i/c.. but making coffee is no no..i'm no perfect. when serving my latte (i jus can't serve ppl.. hand will switch to 'vibrate mode').. e latte like waterfall like dat lor. den he say..kelv ah.. do me a favour.. change all our menus to waterfall latte.. n he lolx lor. bleahx. humph. mg lumpy lumpy. gotta cheer myself up.

bro msged me to say pizza we made nice to eat. at least i bring happiness to ppl. dat's a gd deed k. deserve to slp knoe.. haix.. still so awake. oh ya.. used dad card to bought 10 lance armstrong yellow wristband. paying 1st.. den anita n dai dee gang will pay back. oh ya.. remind me to take passport sized photo ya. n fill up e giro form b4 my matriculation on thur.

till den.. try to get some slp noe.. ppl take carez ya..

2005-04-09T01:01:00.001+08:00

chicky.. chicken neh..!! lolx

2005-04-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

lovely bobby hiding under e bed

2005-04-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

.. die die also mus catch e show

2005-04-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

so late.. still go cine. catch movie.. tired lar..

great weekend (part 2)

2005-04-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

this week realli busy.. no time to continue my entry 4 last weekend - great weekend part 2. so i shall continue now..

Saturday

woke up around 10 plus.. still tired. went to catch midnight movie last nitez. yawn. sad. gonna leave le.. gonna leave bobby. played with bobby like mad.. play catching... haha.. chase here n dere.. zel say we both mad.. she jus jealous la.. coz she said bobby neva dat mad b4 .. but with me.. nth is impossible.. (adidas rox!!) haha.. bobby bit me gently n let go. v sweet of him. i like sneak attack him. den he will jump here n dere trying to escape.. so lovely.den zel suggested to go orchard town again. dragged her bro n gf along. took bus no. 123 dere.

wasted alot of time walking around aimlessly. was looking 4 a place to haf lunch but can't find any place to sit. walked e whole taka.. everywhere is ppl. fianlly go cine. strange... no ppl dere.. perhaps e crowd onli come after midnight bah. aniway.. we splited.. zel's bro n gf went long john.. while zel n me went a jap fast food restaurant. cheap n yummy knoe. spent less than 12 bucks 4 2 person. considered cheap in town area le. aniway i ordered a omelets filled with noodles n unagi... yummy knoe.. slurp slurp.. erm 5+ plus with drinks included. zel ordered udon mian.. yummu also. soup is nice. ordered side dishes.. e jap fried toufu n erm..miso soup i think. aniway saw hai lin dere. erm.. not close with her at all afterall she's a friend of my crush (somebody who's nobody n deserve nobody's attention....she's jus an attention seeker) bleahx. i shall be nice n not mention her name. heez. erm.. den sth struck me. zel n stay longer if (she can come my hse n make zes tea n shakes samples 4 e buddhist fun fair..coz tomolo - sunday, i have buddhist youth grp gathering.. den let them try e drinks) called parents 4 permission.

wa la!! permission granted. went tanglin market place to buy some fruit teas bag den rushed to zel's home to take my barang barang. took a styrofoam box to prepare to keep e ice cubes longer 4 tomolo sample event. parents came to fectch us straight to geylang to buy some i/c.. went all e way dere. unfortuantely they neva sell e i/c we wan. all e weird n tropical flavours which dun blend well with milk. dun even think abt making milkshakes with dat. waste our time.. time is running out 4 zel to go home b4 7. her's bro's gf making dinner.. mus gif face. haha. drove back to tbp's fairprice to buy some i/c to test.

at home... everything is in a hurry.. not sucessful at all =( e tea bags are jus now wat we wan.. we wan clippers tea co. de.. but dey dun haf. bleahx. tomolo die le.. how to make nice drinks. e i/c sux too.. too sweet n artificial le. dun carez le la. tomolo den say. aniway dad insisted on sending zel zel home.

Sunday

woke up early in e morning to go pasir ris dere to participate e youth grp activity with all e barang barang - bleanders. ice cubes. ice creams. etc. my worst moment ah. den all e samples aniway how to. all e ingredients is agar agar ratio de. some ppl told me drink is nice.. i realli hope they meant it. dun bluff me k.. dun like ppl cheat me de. aniway.. si fu say onli e lemon flavour is nice.. e rest fail le. haix. sure rejected.. can't blame la. i still young.. not life exprience to handle big tasks.. wanna grow up yet dun wan stress.. no such thing .. toking rubbish ah.. bleahx.. dun know wat i toking also. anihow.. i caught some fish dere. suppose to bring back home.. but can't.. meeting zel later instead of going one cousin's hse warming.(dun gif face.. heez. tell ya nxt time). made zel wait at e mrt station 4 1 hr n 45 mins. sorrie sorrie sorrie. hz hz. den she v angry knoe..v scary.. dun like =( took alot of effort to cheer her up. den she smile.. wa... heart melts le. heez.

went to city link with all my barangs.. styrofoam box. blender machines . fruiteas. ppl think we go fishing. haha. zel complained stomach pain. mz. den went into thai express.. a nice exprience dere. staffs v friendly. zel signed up orange card. became their member. haha. den we teased e waitress. coz e menu's food is labeled with a 4 digits no. de. plus all e thai word is diff. to pronounce. so i said their no.s instead of e name. e.g. i wan one, one thousand three hundred and twenty five. den she went laughing. haha. had great time.. like to see ppl smile n laugh. it brightens my life also. zel ordered some glass noodle with special tomato sauce like dat..i ordered erm... tom yum.. no kick (i was naive.. haha) plus side dish - soup. nice knoe.. e tom yum was like..**** spicy.. zel oredered a drink 4 me. it's a watermelon with lime juice. nice to drink. bought a $10+ note book at citylink b4 going home.. e note bk v ex.. told ya spent alot of money le. guilty

didn't sent her home coz gotta meet my family urgently le. going out 4 dinner...jus after my meal at thai express. going to zhi heng n wei lun's stall to eat again. at this moment.. e aftermath of e tom yum arise.. had gastric pain.. think too much acid le.. argh.. at e hawker dere ordered milk to drink. alkaline neutralise acide. haha. erm feel better after dat.. by this time v tired le.. still mus finish e food. i mus say e food is realli nice.. can't help but eating non stop. den e gastric came again. hack le. went to bukit merah to do some shopping. den went home.. finally..

a great weekend!!!!!! =) life is not boring at all..(spent at least 150bucks knoe..=( )

THE END.. finally

great weekdays too

2005-04-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

where was i. wed nitez chat with my old gd friend from pri. sch. his name is ke wei. we will leave e sch together n take e bus no. 195. we wld wait 4 like 15 to 20 mins long under e hot sun. yup yup.. literally knoe.. coz e bus stop dun haf shelther de. guess dat's e onli bus stop in s'pore without shelther. back to e point.. was supposed to meet him nxt day - thur at orchard.

however recieved a call from unlce mike or mike shu shu in e morning. gotta rush down to e shop. cab provided. so gd. still sorrie ke wei. sorrie sorrie. yup. when i reached there.. saw all e big managers - director, ESP manager etc. plus area managers n oulet managers also dere. wa.. i v guai den. change uniforms like having ncc training like dat.den v tensed up also. do everything nice nice. oh ya. refilled thier water once also.. v scare also.. mus say excuse me. plus now got new regulations on our service. so we haf to follow stictly to it. plus e esp manager will check on us every now n den. so it's like high alert at all times. plus our managers expect us to get 80marks n above 4 our shop. dat's pretty tough. dere's extra things we mus do like suggesting drinks 4 customer. hold one plate or glass of water also mus haf tray. den if see customer walking back n forth to e shop also mus approach them. plus they will pretend to be customers to test us. wa.. crazy.

aniway i got some homework to do .. help type out some closing duty 4 e job. sad.. haf feelings 4 my workplace liao. yet hafta leave le.. sad sad. gonna miss them all.

on this v day. i also recieved my matriculation package le... ngee ann v slow ah. but wat to do. alot of admin stuff to do b4 i report on 14th april.

as for today. woke up early to clean rabbits. one of e tray got maggots. argh.. e recent heavy rain la... ! gotta find new shelther 4 them le. aniway zel came. she's moody at 1st.. dun knoe why.. weather hot... lonely coz neva pei her. sorrie. den she bought pizza's base. alot more. neva help her carry to my hse. sry. den we made spaghettis with japanese curry sauce. yummy knoe. n made pizza. we play sims 2. haha. funny things happen to our sims. she starve to death. omg. walk her to tbp n walk round n round. den sent her to mrt station. dat's all 4 today. tomolo gotta go bank to pay poly fees den go sentosa with parents. father's company family day.. going with parents. bro leave me out. cheater. bleahx. go be light bulb. go there sure sianz. dat's all. nitez nitez.

2005-04-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

parent's room - main attraction - waterfall of longevity

2005-04-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

swear i didn't pee on my bed this time.. haha

2005-04-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

argh.. my ceiling

2005-04-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

a light cum tap in my room