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hols has been busy with bb, repairing my phone n going out with friends. not much time with zel though... hz.. it's okie de. nxt time still got more chance. yup yup. sch starting soon.. scare i'll be busy with sch work n neglect zel. shall see to it.

realli enjoy my 1 mth attachement at SGH.. nice ppl dere. learnt alot. till den


Thinking Of You(I Drive Myself Crazy)

Ohhh..oh...
Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
Wanting you the way that I do

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me (Just how good you were to me)

You confessed your love (you confessed your love)
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free...
And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame...yeah...

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you...
Made a mistake
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do)

Why...didn't I know it

How much I loved you baby?
Why couldn't I show it
If I had only told you
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance...

(guitar break)

Wanting you the way that I do...
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
I drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake (made a mistake)
Let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I lie awake
I drive myself crazy (I drive, myself crazy, crazy, crazy...yeah)
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
Let you go baby

I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do...

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

days has been realli diff 4 me to pass recently. there's like 3 projects to be completed in a mth time. plus exams is coming in less than3 weeks from now.. ya lor ya lor.. haix... realli stressed up at times.. luckily got zel zel with me..

haix.. zel zel mus be realli hard on u.. always not dere 4 u.. neglect u.. wanna repay u after exams.. our klz having chalet also.. hopefully u can come.. hope u understand i realli wanna do well 4 exams.. den parents won't discourage me from seeing u... bear with this insensitive bf a while ya.. hope this period of time will pass reali reali soon.

today during mic lectures.. toopid johnathan lean on my shoulder.. eww. my 1st reaction is.. wth.. wat's dat for.. shrugs my shoulder to brush him off. i shld haf said.. get off my shoulder now!! dun eva try is again k.. ur not my zel..


can't even rmb when i last blogged le.. jus a breif update... sch reopens.. alot of projects coming up. stayed in sch realli late.. made zel angry. shi bai shi bai. erm one friday skipped sch to go pengaran trip with zel, 3 charlies angles n elaine. so fun la.. alot of happenings (pls refer to http://nothink.blogs.friendster.com/nothink/) i'm too lazy to type.

den there's day.. i'm realli stressed with doing project. some how haf misunderstanding with project mates la.. now settled le.

recent aap lesson is so interesting. erm.. u shld know wat body system dr ron teach le la.. today went swensens to haf lots lots lots of i/c with zel. hmm.. but she sad sad knoe.. haix. always can't cheer her up.blame myself. always neva tell her my feelings 1st.

today haf aap prac too.. hmm, learnt alot.. had a much better view on wat to learn abt aap. oh ya.. n kin. were discussing the project with her.. den teach one another some aap. so great to haf peer teaching. yup yup.


yup yup.. attachments. i was so so so nervous. my 1st time. my 1st attchament. 1st time out as a student nurse. was supposed to report at 8 @ kwong wai shui rehbilitation centre. but i arrived at erm 720 bah. a real bad estimation 4 e travel journey. realli happy abt who my partners are. they are synkin n alison. yup yup.. greeted by the nurse director. however e short 2 days attachment will be under Day Rehabilitation Centre(DRC) Manager ms. lam. she's a realli realli nice lady. learnt alot from her. she taught me abt parkinson diseases, stroke n demential. yup yup. there's alot of client having such illness. of cuz dere's more.. but i can't reveal ... heez.. learnt abt professionalism.(actualli more like i'm too lazy to tell everything)

e nxt day went to health promotion board to tour the services provided over dere. hmm .. ended early.. went to eat kampong chicken with zel. hope she like it. den went home to see my sea sea sea monkeys.. haha. ya lor. they are growing up..

e following 2 days attached to bright vision hospital. i was posted to the hope ward meant for the chronic ill clients. i mus realli priase the nurses working overe dere. i'm so so so proud of them n appreciate deeply abt their guidance. they taught me abt ryles' tube, bed sore. allow us (melissa n me) to pratice our taking n recording of vital signs. n of cuz.. i get e chance to do continence care(cleaning poo poo).. i'm sure u guys think is a dirty job.. but think again... if they can do it themselves, they wouldn't haf trouble us le rite.. yup yup. it's noble.. =)

during this week, i get to communicate with alot of elder clients. it's diff n painful to see them lying on bed.. trying to live as long as they can. they heart n lungs working realli hard to keep them alive. i feel realli bad when they were groaning.. trying their v best to express their feelings or requesting sth.. jus sth simple 4 us.. but becoz i couldn't understand dialects well.. onli slightly better in cantonese.. other dan dat.. i realli dun knoe.. sigh..

zel told me not to get too emotional. if not other client will be neglected. yup yup. i guess so. after work. close ur mind. stop thinking abt them. take a gd rest n lots of fun with friends to recharge battery.. n tomolo u'll be at tip top condition to serve them. care 4 them.

of cuz. being a student nurse is not so bad la.. i get to see cutez client. though they be old, lots of wrinkles.. but chatting with them (onli when i can speak their language) i feel myself so much fortunate. they haf lots of exp. 4 me to learn. there's this great grandma kip reminding me to be filia when my parents grow old. ya lor.. agree alot.. n of cuz they toothless smile is sooooooooooooo cutez. heez. of cuz try not to be toothless la..

nxt week going to polyclinics 4 a week. till den..

mz mz mz zel =)